Vicky Pattison
Vicky Pattison has regrets about Geordie Shore, including sharing so much of her personal life on the show.
The 26-year-old star got engaged to her former fiancé Ricci Guarnaccio on the MTV reality show, but admits if it had been her choice the proposal would have been done privately.
Speaking exclusively to BANG Showbiz, she said: "Obviously I got engaged on 'Geordie Shore', which was not my choice. I think there are certain things that are better kept personal.
"Engagements, marriages, childbirth - I feel are some of those situations."
The former couple - who split after a number of furious rows - were recently reunited on new MTV reality show 'Ex on the Beach', but Vicky admits they will never be friends because of the way their relationship ended.
She said: "We still hate each other. There's been no love lost between me and Ricci. We're just two of those people who were never meant to be together and I think that had it not been for 'Geordie Shore', we would've broken up long before that and would probably have been quite amicable.
"But because we dragged it out, because there was that real sort of ... that element of just torturing each other, it's left it impossible for us to be friends I think."
Vicky claims she is focusing on herself at the moment, but when it comes to future relationships she won't settle for anything less than true love.
She explained: "I love being in love. I love that feeling of lying in bed with someone and there's nowhere else in the world you'd rather be. That's what I want and I'm not going to settle for any imitations."
'Ex on the Beach' continues tonight (29.04.14) at 10pm on MTV.
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