James 'Arg' Argent doesn't think he'll ever be able to fix his relationship with Lydia Bright.
'The Only Way Is Essex' star split with his girlfriend of four years following revelations he'd cheated on her and as he prepares to release his tell-all book 'Living It Arg' he's confessed that he doesn't see any way back for them.
He said: "When we did break up, initially it wasn't a nice break up. It was bitter and angry and at the moment it seems irreparable, but who knows in the future."
The 26-year-old reality TV veteran - who's been absent from only one episode out of eleven series of TOWIE - blamed his change in lifestyle when he joined the show for his infidelity.
He explained to 'This Morning' hosts Phillip Schofield and Holly Willoughby: "When TOWIE first started I didn't have any money, no attention from girls and as soon as the show started ... Lydia was the only girl I'd ever been with and I didn't deal with the fame too well.
"We haven't had any proper contact for about a year and a half, but I'd like to think that the book explains everything to Lydia. I think she'll have comfort from knowing the reasons why I did it and the fact of how genuinely sorry I am."
Lydia made her first appearance on TOWIE since her departure in 2012 on last night's (02.04.14) season finale.
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