Holly Hagan is considering quitting 'Geordie Shore'.
Holly Hagan
The 23-year-old television personality admits she has "degraded" herself in the past and doesn't want to stick around on the show without a reason.
She said: "I have grown up. I'm not going to apologise for it. I've been through so much and I've degraded myself a lot when I shouldn't have. Of course I am going to be thinking about leaving and I have been thinking about leaving a lot. If I haven't got a reason to be there I don't just want to stick around.
"Without a reason to be there, without a purpose, I can't see myself staying there for much longer. I don't enjoy it and I don't want to be there if I don't enjoy it, I bring people down. I'm not just going to stay because other people want us to, it's got to be right for me. Something's going to have to change."
And Holly has hit back at her critics who have described her as "boring".
She told The Sun Online: "If people want to call us boring now I couldn't give a flying f**k. I will wear the boring title with absolute pride.
"But do you really think I want to go in there and cry? Of course I don't. I want to go in there and have a good time, but at a lot of points it seems like unless you're s****ing about, you're on the sidelines.
"I had a great time when I was younger but I'm nearly 24. I want to be settled down in a couple of years, and I've got to think about my future."
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