Jade has confessed that she's much more petrified of being kicked off the show this evening than she ever was as a previous contestant in 2002.Long days with tension and accusations finally come to the boil in only a few hours and Jade is distressed thinking about possible rebuffal - and bad consequences."I'm nervous about being booted out," she informed the Big Guy in the Diary Room. "It was different four years ago because I had nothing to lose. Now I'm a known person and there are people that like me. I've got a fan base and I'm scared of being rejected."What worries the Londoner greatly is being thought of as a racist, something on which she attempted to set the record straight. "I said something regarding Shilpa's surname that I think may have caused offence to people outside," she stated. "It wasn't meant in a racist way at all and it worries me that people may think of me as a racial person that makes racial comments. I never would, I've not been brought up like that." The famous mum of two disclosed that the Bollywood beauty is now at peace with her, but she's not confident if everybody will be as friendly with her on the outside. She carried on: "Shilpa says she knows I'm not racist, but the press have a lot of power and if they want to print I'm racial.. that could influence a lot of people and I could be evicted for the wrong reasons." "Fair enough if people vote me out because they don't like me, but if it's because they think I'm a racist b**** I'll be worried about walking out - because that's not me."

Will Jade be the one to be shown the door though? Stay tuned tonight to find out more.....

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