Ferne McCann has cried "every day" since her ex-boyfriend Arthur Collins' arrest for an acid attack.
Ferne McCann
The 27-year-old reality star has opened up about her heartbreak in the trailer for her new show, 'Ferne McCann: First Time Mum', in which she speaks about the painful aftermath of Collins' arrest earlier this year.
Ferne - who gave birth to their daughter, Sunday, four weeks ago - shares: "Being pregnant has been the most fulfilling thing ever but you do want to share this with the person you created this life.
"There's not a day that's gone by where I haven't cried. I don't think you realise how much strength you've actually got."
Last week, Collins was convicted of five counts of grievous bodily harm with intent, as well as nine counts of actual bodily harm for carrying the acid attack in a nightclub.
He is due to be sentenced on December 19.
Meanwhile, Ferne recently confessed she named her baby after a skin cleanser.
The former 'Only Way is Essex' star revealed she had come up with her name very early in her pregnancy.
She said: "I decided Sunday would be my girl's name really early on in my pregnancy.
"It came to me after my make-up artist recommended a cleanser to me by a brand called Sunday Riley. I thought it had a really nice ring to it and the more I thought about it, the more I loved it.
"I wanted something unique but not too weird. I know that not everyone is going to love it but I've had a great response from people so far."
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