Bonnie Langford wishes she had "enjoyed" her time on 'Dancing on Ice’ more than she did.
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Bonnie Lanford wishes she had enjoyed her time more on Dancing on Ice
The 58-year-old star - who has carved out an illustrious career on stage and screen ever since she competed on 'Opportunity Knocks' in the 1970s with roles in 'Doctor Who' and in a string of West End musicals - competed on the inaugural series of the ITV1 skating show in 2006 and admitted that she got so "anxious" about it that she couldn't allow herself to make a mistake.
Speaking on the 'White Wine Question Time' podcast, she told former 'Loose Women' actor Kate Thornton: "I got so intense and so anxious about it, I wish I had enjoyed it. I did enjoy it, I did but I'd get really intense about it all. I was so ignorant, it was blissful. It was such an opportunity for me to say 'I don't know how to do this' because as a child I had always been 'Don't excuse me because of my age.' I was always so professional but sometimes that can mean you don't allow yourself to make a mistake. You can still be the best you can be, but it doesn't matter if you make a mistake. With ice skating, falling over is the best thing because it makes you get up. I'd probably put most of my career as a success and a failure because in the middle of things, I maybe don't enjoy it while it is happening. And that's something I'm working on greatly."
The former 'EastEnders' actress - who finished third on the series behind fellow soap stars Stefan Booth and eventual winner Gaynor Faye - explained that she wasn't initially meant to be in the show but ended up taking part after a fellow celebrity pulled out and ended up suffering a "headbanger" after cracking her skull open early on in her training.
She added: I'd never skated in my life! As a dancer, you don't put skates on. You weren't allowed to skate or horse ride. But they asked me to be the reserve so I didn't get any training and this was the very very first series. It was a real test. I thought 'Well, I don't have to stay anywhere, it's not the jungle, it's not a house. I can go home, and I'm only the reserve.' So I did a couple of lessons and then they asked me to try out with Jayne Torvill and Christopher Dean anyway.
"Next day, I get a phone call to say someone had broken their wrist and I said 'Well, I haven't got time to train, I'm doing pantomime' and two days later they say 'You're in the live show!' I didn't know any of it, ignorance was absolute bliss. I wasn't completely blissful about it because I was terrified but in a way I didn't know what I was signing up to. So at 5 o'clock in the morning, I was in Slough ice rink with Torvill and Dean and my skating partner Matt Evers. I did a spin the first time and it worked, but the second time, I cracked my head open on the ice. That's why it's called a headbanger, because of me!"
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