Chanelle Hayes wasn't "planning" to have a baby with Ryan Oates.
Chanelle Hayes on Loose Women
The former 'Big Brother' star recently split from her boyfriend just a few weeks after giving birth to their son Frankie, now 11 weeks, and she admits that it was probably too soon in their relationship for them to have a child.
Chanelle - who met Ryan on Tinder in February 2016 said: "We weren't planning on having a baby, that just happened...
I didn't want... I wouldn't change my children for the world, but it wasn't in the plan."
Asked if she felt it was too soon for them to have a baby, she added: "It was not in the plan, it really wasn't."
But the 29-year-old star - who also has six-year-old son Blakely with ex-partner Matthew Bates - insists Ryan was thrilled when they found out she was pregnant.
In an emotional interview on 'Loose Women', in which she repeatedly burst into tears before being able to complete her sentences, she said: "He was over the moon, really pleased both of us were. We had a lot of plans together."
And Chanelle doesn't think there's any hope for a reconciliation.
She said: "I'm moving back with my mum this weekend."
Asked if that means she's ruled out any possibility of getting back together, she said: "It's not gonna, if it was me I'd marry him tomorrow, I love him to pieces."
Despite her heartbreak, Chanelle wants to be "fair" and insistent that Ryan is still a good parent.
She said: "He's not walked away from them, he's walked away from me. I'm just trying to be fair.
"It's horrible, I feel like every part of my body hurts, I've been in my room every night crying...
Everything is gonna be fine, the boys are gonna be happy, Ryan is a really good dad, I'm a really good dad, we just need to get through this where it hurts and it'll be over.
"I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, it's my own fault for putting it on Twitter, it's not very classy is it?"
Meanwhile, Ryan has vowed to keep silent on the subject.
In a statement read out by 'Loose Women' panellist Jane Moore, he said: "Chanelle has presented a selective account of our relationship that doesn't necessarily reflect the truth. I wish for these personal matters to remain private, and I'll continue to keep my soul focus on doing my very best for Frankie and Blakely."
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