Mariaâs still confused after finding out that Kieron is actually Samâs son. Itâs Christmas Eve and sheâs stuck in a rut. She goes to visit a Clairvoyant who tells Maria her future is in her own handsâ¦
Back at Holby, Sam and Kieron indulge in a bit of father/son bonding as Sam tries to make sense of everything. Kieron has decided that he wants to stay in Britain to be with Sam, and also for someone elseâ¦but who? Suddenly Kieron clocks Maria as she arrives for work. Sam realises in that moment that he too has feelings for Maria. Kieron tells Sam that he wants to stay to be with Maria, and Sam is gob-smacked. Mariaâs been two-timing him with his own son â how could she do that?
Sam confronts Maria and she insists that she and Kieron were just good friends - any ârelationshipâ is in Kieronâs head. Sam realises that heâs caught between his love for Maria and his son.
Meanwhile, Donna is surprised when Faye returns to Holby and helps her prepare for the Holby Christmas party that is later that evening. It is more than Maria has done. Though through the window, Donna sees that something is getting to Maria and so she goes to try and patch things up with her. Maria, however, doesnât want to know and Donna starts to realise that maybe she isnât the friend she thought she was.
As Maria is at home getting ready for the Christmas party, a series of dreamlike sequences take over. Sheâs taken through a whirlwind of emotions as she realises how her decisions could affect not only her own happiness, but other peopleâs too.
Maria meets the Ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Future. The Ghost of Christmas Past shows Maria her mother giving birth to her, alone in a public toilet. Maria doesnât believe who the woman is, but realises that in some strange way she must help her. Maria delivers the baby, resulting in her mother naming the baby Maria. Maria realises that the woman is her mother and that she has given birth to herself.
The Ghost of Christmas Present goes on to show Maria what life will be like if she doesnât act now and stop the events that will happen following Christmas Eve. He also shows Maria how good she is at her job and how much Donna values her as a friend.
Finally the Ghost of Christmas Future shows Maria living in New York 3 years on with Sam and Kieron. Sam and Maria are married, she is pregnant, but theyâre not happy. Kieron is still madly in love with Maria and hasnât played the violin in 3 years in protest against her relationship with his father. Maria finally tells Kieron she isnât in love with him and he should move on. Kieron doesnât take the news lightly; he has wasted 3 years of his life on nothing. Kieron commits suicide after stepping out in front of truck.
When brought back to reality, a disorientated Maria feels like a changed person. She reconciles her friendship with Donna and rushes out to the Christmas Party to speak to Sam and Kieron. Sam excitedly tells Maria of his plans â he wants the three of them (Sam, Kieron and Maria) to move out to New York together! Heâs even bought her a ticket. Although it tears her apart, Maria tells an upset and confused Sam that they can no longer be together â it will never work between them. It breaks Mariaâs heart that sheâs ending the very thing sheâs wanted for so long⦠but she knows it is for the best.
Maria explains to Kieron that she never had feelings for him and she tells him that sheâs dating someone else. He finally gets the message that sheâs not interested in a relationship with him and upset he leaves. In private aside, Sam assures Maria that he will come back for her one day, but he must go with Kieron now and be the father Kieron has never had.
As Sam leaves for the airport, Maria is nowhere to be seen. Sam asks Donna to say goodbye for him and he leaves for New York with Kieron.