Scott Disick would have "killed himself" if he didn't have children.
Scott Disick
The 'Keeping Up With the Kardashians' star - who checked into rehab in October 2015 following the breakdown of his relationship with long-term girlfriend Kourtney Kardashian - is determined to turn his life around and "make it right" for the sake of Mason, six, Penelope, three, and Reign, 12 months.
Speaking to Kourtney, her mother Kris Jenner and her sisters Khloe Kardashian and Kim Kardashian West, he said: "It's like, it's just terrible but like if I didn't have those kids I would kill myself.
"But I have them and I'm gonna be here and I'm gonna make it right for them.
"You know I just hope somehow, not that I'm religious but God could give me a chance or us a chance at this or something because like I just know that I'll never have the happiness that I would have otherwise and it's been nice having you guys in my life for so long so it's weird to lose that many people that quick you know?"
Kourtney, 36, admitted she believes Scott's desire to change is genuine but thinks he "doesn't know how to get there".
In response, her 32-year-old former partner vowed to do his best to prove he has turned his back on his hard partying ways and is ready to be a committed father and partner to Kourtney.
In scenes which aired on last night's (03.01.16) episode of 'Keeping Up With the Kardashians', he said: "I want to be able to be the man that you've always wanted. I could party I could go out every night I could do whatever, it's not the life that I really want.
"I know what I want and I may not get it but I know that I would literally hate myself for the rest of my life if I didn't at least try and I realise that if I don't make a change now like it'll never be able to be OK and it may not be but I'm damn well gonna try.
"I wanted you guys to know that and I wanted to see you guys and I just love you all and miss you guys so much you know?"
Khloe, Kris and Kim all reassured Scott: "We love you too."
He thanked them and then left.
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