Khloe Kardashian misses Lamar Odom every day.
Khloe Kardashian
The 31-year-old reality TV star split from the basketball player in 2013 after four years of marriage amid claims he had been taking drugs and cheating on her but despite this, Khloe hinted that he is the love of her life.
She told Complex magazine: "Oh my God, I miss him every day. I miss what we had--things we got to do together are just memories. I like looking back and holding on to that stuff. I definitely miss it, and there's times I'll get so sentimental and so sad, but this had to happen for some reason. I'll figure it out over time, someone will give me that answer eventually. I think it would be very weird if I didn't miss it."
Khloe admitted she has yet to find another love like Lamar, 35, saying: "Lamar is genuinely one of the best people I've ever met, and everyone says that when they meet him. I think Lamar's gonna always be that person [for me] but that's what made it so special. Even if I had it for five years or whatever, it was the best ever and I'm grateful I did. Some people don't get that ever and I had that magic for a long time.
"I talked to Lamar this morning. I talk to Lamar as often as I can, which is inconsistent, but not on my terms. When you genuinely feel like that was the right relationship, you're supposed to give it all you can. That's what marriage is about."
Khloe - who only recently signed her divorce papers - revealed she didn't rush to make their split official because she isn't ready to get married again soon.
She explained: "I'm not rushing into my divorce because I'm not looking to get married tomorrow, so I don't have a deadline. I'm not rushing it. So when it's time and it's supposed to happen, it will."
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