Kerry Katona admits she "wasn't arsed" about her previous weddings.
She tied the knot for the third time earlier this month with George Kay, and admits that this was the first time walking the aisle she's actually felt nervous.
George Kay and Kerry Katona
Speaking to OK! Magazine she said: "I don't think I took my eyes off George walking down the aisle.
"I just stared at him and then I saw he was about to start crying and I thought, 'Here we go!'
"When I've been married before, I've never been nervous, I don't think I was really arsed, but with George I was thinking, 'What if he's not there?' I love him so much I just don't want to burst."
Kerry's eldest daughter Molly sang at the ceremony, whilst 11-year-old Lilly Sue gave in a speech where she revealed George had gone to them for permission to marry their mother.
Guests at Tortworth Court Four Pillars hotel in Gloucestershire were told: "We found out in Pizza Hut. He asked Molly and I for our permission when Mum took Max and Heidi to use the toilet - classy.
"We thought he was joking until he pulled out this huge rock which he was very bad at hiding."
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