Katie Price says finding out about Kieran Hayler's infidelity was "like a death".
The 36-year-old former glamour model was left devastated earlier this year when she discovered her husband had cheated on her with friends Jane Pountney and Chrissy Thomas and thinks coming to terms with his actions has been like the grieving process.
She said: "I was grieving. It felt like there had been a death. Finding out Kieran was cheating was like a death and I've had to grieve, but you have to ride through it, deal with it and get through it. I'm through the pain now."
Katie - who has kids Harvey, 12, Princess, nine, and Junior, seven, from previous relationships and 16-month-old Jett and four-month-old Bunny with Kieran - and the former stripper are planning to renew their wedding vows in the coming months, and though the brunette beauty insists she is over his affairs, she admits she will be mentioning them in a speech at their celebration.
She told Britain's OK! magazine: "When we do our vows, of course I'll have to give him my Pricey banter and let him have it. I'll give him a bit of stick!
"I'm going to do a speech and boy is it going to be a speech."
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