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. . . v. to be faithful to / not swerve;

to preserve or maintain



We keep the hours, mark them on our walls,

wear them on our wrists, hoard them in the

chambers of our ticking hearts, faithful to

the cycles we’ve ordained for sun and moon.



I keep your memory in cabinets of papers,

on shelves of books, in drawings and photos,

while the dust you’ve left behind has settled

in a pillow that no longer keeps your head

beside mine, though I embrace it nightly.



Who keeps the tides?



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. . . v. to tend, as in sheep or garden; to watch over, defend from danger, harm, or loss

n. British: pasture for grazing



I have seen sheep—wandering white puffs

glimmering in mountain pastures—though I

have never tended them. My mother kept a garden,

spoke to the dark soil with veined hands, raised

smiling pansies. Years ago, I tended vegetables,

worked to stir good topsoil into clay. Pole beans,

squash, and ripe tomatoes tutored me in rhythm.



I have watched over husbands, parents, children,

and dear friends, kept dogs and cats, and would defend

from any harm those whom I love. But what of dangers

that brook no defenses, losses that outrace the wind?

Our words, a flimsy hedge against their aim, may fail

to hold them in restraint, may crumble in our mouths.



Who tends us?



~~~



. . . n. a stronghold, castle; prison, jail; one who keeps or protects



From what memory do I pluck this noisy barnyard,

white fowls running amuck, pigs snorting in the mud,

and I, barefoot, shaking my apron free of dusty grain?



Mountains surround this keep; mated swans

drift in a moat behind stone walls



I wonder whom or what this keep enfolds.

That which bars the other keeps us in.



Who is the keeper of this castle?



~~~



. . . v. to restrain from divulging; to withhold



I never told you that after you fell ill, I often

woke in the night and turned to lightly touch

your back, confirming breath. Or that I entered

the child’s room, leaned over the crib, and

did the same, before I could sink into sleep.



What else would I keep back from those I love?

That when we wrap our arms around each other

in the dark, we hold light—hug the flickering

atoms that define our flesh? Or that our eyes

have descended from stars?



I cannot withhold these gifts.

And I will not conceal what I've prepared

for the feast of celebration.



When is the feast?



~~~



. . . v. to persist in a course of action



another dusk—

the robin’s even-song

joins mine

'I've become fascinated with "riffing" off of words that interest me, like in this poem, the word "keep," which has both verb and noun meanings. It's free verse, lyric poetry" and uses questions as part of the free verse, and ends with a haiku.'