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I wish I could not feel anything at all

So whenever I fall I can rise back up, tall

Without no hesitation, regret nor despair                                              

Because sometimes it hurts more to even care

                                                                                                                            

I wish I could not feel anything at all

The aching pain sometimes is way more damaging

Than any physical pain

Like appearing healthy outside

And being mentally insane on the inside

No tablet can cure

Not words can explain

The ravishing pain, worse than burning in flames               

 

I wish I could not feel nothing at all

Because there is always this emptiness deep down inside

Even if you have everything, all the riches, wealth, fame and pride

Like a sink whole going down to the center of the earth

Dark, lonely, and cold not knowing where to end nor where to start

Feeling as if everything is falling apart

 

I wish I could not feel nothing at all         

It may be harsh to say

But it is better than the emptiness inside which eats away.

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