Kristen Stewart never expects praise. The 24-year-old actress admits she is always self-deprecating because she is so used to receiving a "kick in the ass" from other people. She said: "I've taken so much s**t that I'm just like, 'I'm not the winner!' I'm not gonna be let down when I don't get the pat on the back. I'm totally used to the kick in the ass." The 'Twilight Saga' actress also insists she has never been interested in winning awards for her work and her dreams have always involved her career progression. She told The Hollywood Reporter: "I've never, ever been like, 'One day, I'm gonna win an Oscar'. "Truly, my 'one day' was always, 'I'm gonna be a director! One day, I'm gonna direct movies!' "