Spencer

[Paulina Stein]

Okay well me and my boyfriend dated for like 6 months. i was in love with him he meant the world to me. He broke up with me on valentines day because did didnt want to get me anything. It was horrible. I loved him more than anything. ever since we broke up hes been the biggest jerk to me. Its horrible. What makes me mad is that he has a new gf and im a jealous freak. he still calls me and tells me that he hates me and to stop talking to him and stay out of his life like he calls me randomly. what does that mean? anything? But just recently hes been horrible im kinda friends with his gf through myspace and she is really stuck up and mean. spencer has been telling her and her friends to call me and say S***. i hate it. idk what to do. he wont go away. its amazing how you can love someone and hate then at the sane time. i really hate it. i hate him. i just wish he would die. and at school he tells his friend all this S*** about me thats not even true. so no one at his school likes me. but yesterday i was like soo r we even friends? and he said no i dont know you anymore i was like what are you talking about? and then i asked him when we were dating did he realy like me. he said no he was playing me the whole time only staying with me so he could get sexual stuff. i balled my head off. and told him i was crying . he said he didnt give a F***. And he also told me even though i have only been dating siena for a day, shes a better gf then you ever were. i was torn in two. now all this stuff is happening should i take the S*** he says to me? tell his mom? flip out? i dont know what to do please help me <33