afraid of being intimate

[horny-all-the-time]

so frustrated as I've never been intimate with anyone yet I'm now being turned on watching and reading, but I'm confused. I don't know how I'd react to being touched and caressed by someone. My childhood experiences have been tainted and I fear men. Would exploring my sexuality with a woman help me to release all this confusion. I want to be loved, I want someone to make my nipples erect and for them to caress and rub my thighs and arouse me, but I'm so afraid. I have begun exploring myself and I do now enjoy it when I masturbate

[mikk]

Do not be afraid, reaction occurs naturally.
You will enjoy the experience if you are with someone you love and trust. You will also need to be able to open up to this person.
If you enjoy yourself when you masturbate

[Sarlud]

Sorry you had such a bad experience...

I'm sure you're well on the way to overcoming your fears, purely by the fact you are learning to enjoy exploring yourself, and you've posted on here!

When you meet the right person, male or female, you'll be able to take it slow and I'm sure you'll get there in the end!