In your cry for help post I notice you have high strung emotions.. and really are scared.. and don't know what to do, nor how to do it... All you knew was to screw.. in spite of all the warnings from others... And now you're right in the middle of it, and it feels like hell is creeping up on your life, and about to rip you to little pieces... And you ain't got a clue...
If you kill it, it will be a wicked closet memory, that will sting you every day of your life.. and likely drive you partially insane, given your sensitive uncontrolable emotions...
Kill it if you must, but only if you have a lot of control over your emotions like a hooker has...
Or be a mummy at 14, and lose the rest of your childhood to a careless ten minute unprotected screw...
Wake up to a little reality... It's what you did.. and now you are to pay the price.. just like a 100-million other 14 year-olds, in the world, who just wouldn't listen to the warnings...
And in about ten years time, you'll be giving those warnings to clueless young girls, who just don't listen to warnings...
Bottom line is, if you kill it, it will destroy your sanity... Murder is not an option for being stupid and careless... Get with the program.. after all you're in it about as deep as it gets...
Read all about growing and birthing a healthy child...
Eat the right nutrient supplements...
Exercise...
Don't smoke stuff, nor drink alcohol, nor do any coke, meth, or S*** like that...
Read to your bulgy tummy, all the school books from grade one to 12...
and your baby will be born a genius... That's why some babies are born geniuses... Because the moms have a clue, and aren't lazy...
I bet it's gonna really sting coming out... Yikes!..
Best you enroll in those special birthing courses, to learn how to make it happen so it doesn't hurt so bloody much...
Hey!.. You got you into this.. Now You must take responsibility for this wondrous child, that was conceived of pure love...
Tell everybody you are pregnant.. and be so very PROUD of it... It's a BIG thing... It's another Human Life...
If someone puts you down for any of it.. just ask them, "What's so wrong about birthing a healthy human baby..?"