Now ive been wearing my moms clothing for a couple of years now, and i love it. Im not gay, i just love the feeling of girly things. She doesnt know, and nobody else knows in my family. I have these erotic fantasies of my mom knowing that i dress in her stuff. So she goes and buys me a two piece bikini thing. And she lets me wear it all the time in the house, and sometimes outside. She even bought me a couple of sets so i have a pair to wear each day of the week. Now this is just turning me on more and more. She even does makeup for me somedays. Now in this dream it is just my mom and me, for some reason. I have a father that lives with us, so i dont get that part. When im wearing the bikini, im horny almost all the time. So i have this huge bulge, when i walk around the house. And thats where it leaves off. When i was about 14 or so i told my mom that i wanted a all over tan line. She said she would buy me a Thong, but i told her no at the time. Im 19 yrs old now, and sometimes i wish i did tell her i want it. I dunno what the matter is with me, maybe i have special feelings towards my mother, or i just have a crossdressing fetish thingy. What does everybody think. Sorry for the length of the post. this is a dream i have sometimes, but also i fantasize about it in the daytime.
I was pretty horny last night, and at the end i jacked off. Tonight i took one of my moms thongs, and ive been wearing it for more than three hours now under my regular clothing. I even went with my mom for a walk with out dogs, with my Thong on. It made me so horny that she didnt know. But we got home to our two story house. She went on the main floor to watch tv, and i went upstairs where the bedrooms are to take some pics of me and her Thong. Then i walked around the second floor naked just with the Thong on. Almost like i wanted her to catch me wearing her Thong. I even went down the stairs halfway, dancing and rubbing my bulge. I guess my body is trying to tell me that i want to show my mom that i love wearing her stuff. But i cant find out why. A part of me wants to go downstairs naked just with the Thong on, and the other part just wants to secretly wear the Thong. Id love to tell my mom, but i dont know what her reaction would be. She might kick me out if i show her so i guess i will wait or something.