What do I do? Advice Please....

[Debbie]

I am feeling very down and depressed. I am in a non-existent job (applied for many jobs, got interviews, but never the job). I have a single life - blokes I meet are only interested in one thing, so where do you go to meet a decent man - I am 42 and given up hope, focussing on what I can do on my own - which is ok, but isnt things far better when you have someone to share them with?

Lastly I have just had a huge row with my parents which I feel is unrepairable, we have never been close, but feel devastated. What's life all about, mine just seems to be bleak. Yes I know it could be worse I could be out of a job, I do try to stay positive and think of what I have got in life. Im now convinced though what you would really like i.e. a stimulating job and nice decent man just arent obtainable. I just wish I could stop crying.