Dissapointment with it all , why do i feel sooo down

[feeling shite]

Im just reading these post on romantic engagements etc, and i cant help but feel dissapointed with it all, I after 13 years of friendship 4 years going out and 3 years living together i felt it was about time, but time went by and nothing

I am engaged now but , the day is planned for two years away( not my decision, would have said yes to anything at the time,. The proposal was crap,, was crying durning a coversation of me poring my heart out and bitched him into it,. and he was drunk,, I know he wanted to do i sometime but he is soooooooo lazy about romance, we live like an old married couple, why do i feel so down,

he admitted that the proposal was shite,, but thats it not and ounce of romance,,, is this it? He thinks he is it and doesnt need it,,, I But i need it

[selfconcious]

why are you marrying this man if he is making u feel like this? u r gnna be with him for the rest of your lie, u shpud tell him or leave him u cant go through ur whole life feeling like that!

[sweet bride]

hi im with selfconcious , how u bear this feeling and wanna marry him with this feeling ,the most important thing in marriage is being happy and love each other and evey day make your life new and u need sometimes to do something crazy to don't be likeold married couple