MY MUM

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I have so much respect for my Mum, she has had to deal with a lot of crap in her life, but she has always somehow got through it. When she was 11, she was sexually abused by 2 men, she kept this bottled up inside her for over 20 years. She used to cut herself over it, take overdoses...

One of the abusers is my Dad's brother, my uncle! Which was hard finding out about!

When she was 13, her dad died.

11 Yrs ago, my Gran died of cancer, my Mum was so close to her, it really was hard for us all.

I went through a rebellious few years when I was a teen and I gave her hell.

Just recently she found out she is going blind! She has already lost the sight in her left eye and the other one is going. It makes me sad that she might never see her grandkids someday, she is so young too, just 40. She doesnt deserve a life like this. I hate god for doing this to her

I wish I could swap places with her.

My Gran had cancer, Iam scared she'll get cancer in life too. Iam so scared of losing her.

My Mum and Dad couldnt have kids of their own, they adopted me and gave me a brilliant life, gave me everything I ever needed and more. Iam so sorry I caused them so much hurt over the years. Just want the chance to make it up to them someday. When they are old, I will take care of them.